words

i keep on typing. and then i delete what i just wrote. i type again and then delete. it's so weird to me, words, you can put them together in so many different ways and yet essentially you say the same thing. i always wish to put my words together so that the reader is left with this awe-inspiring thought, something that sticks with them through their day. i think that is why i delete so much. i put so much much pressure on myself to be great that i end up not doing anything at all. and all i end up with is a blank page with this little blinking cursor that is saying, "well genius, what's it gonna say?"